tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5589141064157449530.post556041734742101482..comments2023-04-19T13:24:08.734-07:00Comments on rainbows & earthquakes: MournersKaren Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15605284448010106227noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5589141064157449530.post-55638804807648868982010-01-06T09:15:08.973-08:002010-01-06T09:15:08.973-08:00Thanks for your comments Pam. I love to hear abou...Thanks for your comments Pam. I love to hear about your experiences, and I sure do relate to them. I hated when they couldn't look me in the eye as much as when I felt they were "watching" me to see "how I was taking it."Karen Leehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15605284448010106227noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5589141064157449530.post-3740132085691996482010-01-05T12:18:08.914-08:002010-01-05T12:18:08.914-08:00There were probably 12 doctors in the room when th...There were probably 12 doctors in the room when they told us. We knew that they were going to meet with us that day with the results of the ZS test.<br /><br />I was more mad that they wouldnt meet my eye for the two hours I was there with Olivia before the meeting, they didnt come by and tell me to relax there is nothing to worry about. They couldnt. Their silence told me the results although I was in denial until they actually uttered the words. I remember there was one person in the room, she wore a white coat just like all the others. She was crying but trying to hide it.<br /><br />I appreciated her compassion ...to care about us and the news our daughter would only live a few months. Everyone cared about us being ok, they seemed to watch us as if to see if we would fall out screaming and I was angry about that too. Because that is exactly what I wanted to do.<br /><br />There were a lot of sick babies in that NICU but all had hope of getting an organ or curing an illness or just growing bigger... only our Olivia was absolutely not going to live. <br /><br />Thank you for sharing your story Karen. It helps me to deal with mine. HUGSPAMhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05386206348603382340noreply@blogger.com